Poem: Hide

"I can't do this because I love you..
I can't keep on hiding it, I just, I wish you would listen..
It's you, it's always been YOU. I'm sorry.

Sometimes I'm so sorry, I  wish I never met you,
But I'm not! I just, I'm tired of being alone.
You're the only one that understands, you know that don't you?

It's time for me to face the facts though,
Me and you? Ever being something?
Ever being REAL?
It could never happen, ha, it was all mindless fun!
Honest!
Well up until I fell for you, but that was then, I can get over you.
Easy peasy right? No harm done.

Shit! Fuck. My hands are shaking again.
No, no! Haha, relax, I'm fine, totally fine!
See?
But yeah, you and me?
Not in this lifetime baby,
Not in this lifetime."

xoxox

-PEPi

Poetry: Beautiful Man

I stare at him while he lays asleep. I can't help it. He's truly irresistible. I want him. I want him now! But I will wait, I love watching him sleep (wake up!) His gentle breathing makes my heart jump and my head lands in a slump. I want him. His eyes, still narrow, filled with lashes, I begin to wonder how many there are, but, I don't care (I just want to pounce on him! But I don't dare..) I want him. (His air smells of beer, a night of fun with the guys. Oh how I want him between my...) My eyes slip from his nose to his lips. I kiss and nibble them in my head. I want him (to give me...) I soon observe all of him. I giggle as his breathing sounds like a squeak, due to his asthma and how his face twitches when I stare long enough. I then touch his messy beard, glide my finger over his lips and kiss his forehead. I stroke his big arms, oh the muscle ( I get weak, bite into my lower lip with my teeth..) I want him.. I want him, I want him! Fortunately, he's already mine (just a few more hours 'til we can grind..) Until later, when the sun shines, sunshine. ;)

Toodles! xoxox -PEPi

Poetry: Naughty By Nature

I want to sit on you as your body covets me from beneath,
Up & down, round and round, forget laying on the sheets.
The floor, biting you, licking you all over,
Scritch, scratch,
All over your back.
Love me. No, fuck me!
Do me fast, make me feel like I'm about to tear!
Make me feel like I'm choking!
Moaning out for air!
I don't care!
Smack my ass, grab it!
Bend me over!

Take me, make me yours,
and nothing more.
Just love me! Make sweet tender love to me!
Slow it down, all I want to hear are our breathing sounds.
Deep & fast, nice and slow, slow paced.
Sugar kisses on my face.
Love me, love me, yes, like that.

Now turn me over and bring it back.

Random: Infatuate My Love

My latest young actor obsession : Ezra Miller.
Mmm, he is YUMMY! Ahh! I just finished watching "City Island" great movie, had me on the edge of my bed. Ezra is sexxx! He had me rolling the entire movie, so cute.

Toodles! xoxox

-PEPi

Poetry: Cooties & Hearts

My world spins slow when you are away
My heart beats fast when you are in my todays
My tomorrows, my yesterdays...

What more can I say? What more can I ask for?
When I have it all with one look to your face
A smile in its place, your movement in grace.

My hand embracing your beauty
My lips addicted to cooties
And my heart addicted to you & me.
Te quiero mucho, I mean it, truly. ♥

Valentines Day is on its way! Do you already have your sweetheart?