Poem: Hide












"I can't do this because I love you..
I can't keep on hiding it, I just, I wish you would listen..
It's you, it's always been YOU. I'm sorry.

Sometimes I'm so sorry, I  wish I never met you,
But I'm not! I just, I'm tired of being alone.
You're the only one that understands, you know that don't you?

It's time for me to face the facts though,
Me and you? Ever being something?
Ever being REAL?
It could never happen, ha, it was all mindless fun!
Honest!
Well up until I fell for you, but that was then, I can get over you.
Easy peasy right? No harm done.

Shit! Fuck. My hands are shaking again.
No, no! Haha, relax, I'm fine, totally fine!
See?
But yeah, you and me?
Not in this lifetime baby,
Not in this lifetime."

xoxox
-PEPi

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