Fashion: Stylish Men

This guy is so hot and stylish! :D

Self SS2010 - by Joost Vanderberg from F.TAPE on Vimeo.

(via James from http://prematurebillionaire.blogspot.com)

Poetry: Late Night

Its a late night and I'm still not asleep

I'd pray the lord my soul to keep..

But, my mind's awake.

So my soul he cannot take..

And my thoughts will never break..

Who am I? On this late night?

Tossing & turning, scared..

Scared of the dark so, my flashlight,

is my only company..

I wish somebody was here holding me

Constantly.

But, I am alone.. 

And yeah I know I'm grown

I'm still scared though..

This is fear no one ever knows..

Cause you can't see whats haunting me..

Walking towards my bed at night

Shaking me awake

I look at the time, "I know its kind of late."

We share stories.. well he does..

I'm scared again.. He can't sleep.

The question always comes.

"Who are you?" I ask

I grab at his mask..

But by then.. he is gone

& I'm scared again

He'll be back before long.

And I know who he is..

He' my brothers ghost,

Out of all of the dead..

I miss my big bro the most.

(This is irrelevant to my life. Thank you.)

Poetry: NYC Stress

Moms gave me $2 today..

  I'm flat broke

Had a calculus test,

  I flat choked

Pressured by "friends",

  I tried coke..

Not surrounded by good,

  just bad folk

Got rained on,

  I'm mad soaked

But there's a party tonight,

  I'm mad stoked

Ain't got no money so,

  I sold smoke

$10 to dance,

  mad style, baroque

Saw team get live,

  just mad blokes

Danced with a shorty,

  got mad pokes

Took her home,

  did fast strokes

New York City stress?

I got it down,

   mad cloaked.

Rock the boat if you can cope.
If not, just lost hope.

Random: Sweet Porn

I think the movie most guys fantasize about is a porno flick with their girlfriend & some chicks or just random girls. I don't know why that is.. it's like.. if it's not recorded it didn't happen? Or like.. why do you want to watch yourself have sex? Is it better than watching two other random strangers doing it? Idk, I was just curious as to why guys want to be involved in a porn.

So.. Can someone answer this.. (preferably a guy)

-Do you want to be in a porn?

-Why do you want to be in a porn and with WHO?

(you can answer anonymously, just click on comments)

Beauty: WANTS!

My blog is definitely not a fashion one.. as fashionable as I may be, I never keep up with the latest trends. I have this app on my iTouch which I use to think of like girly outfits and these are a few I stole. Those of you who know me personally know I will look like I'm about to play basketball, then look extra feminine the next day. 

Anyway, I included some make up stuff I REALLY REALLY WANT. I know no one would buy it for me, but if you happen to see this and you do buy me it, I love youuuu! Lmao. 

Anyways.. few of you know whats happening in May.. (those of you who don't ehhh.. you suck), but yeah, everything is on hold til May -> T-Shirts. So just stay on the look out. 

(Please don't yell at me for saying "Anyways" too much.. I love that word!)

NEW LOOK!

So I made my WHOLE ENTIRE layout from S C R A T C H! HTM-Fucking-L! Each little picture & widget all installed separately! Took me 6 hours to get it done. I am somewhat pleased with the outcome. I hope you guys like the new look too.. I worked really hard on it.

What do ya think?

(oh and if you noticed, I took the "signature" off the end of my posts, I'm working on a new one.)

Vacation

In Virginia for Easter Sunday. Will be back Monday. =**

Life: False Love

How can you say you love someone, then after the headaches and the break-up want them to die? To leave this Earth.. and go to wherever life leads after death? How can someone wish that upon another person they "love" or "loved"? I don't understand it. Yes, you can grow to hate someone.. but you can never truly fall out of love with a person. 

It has come to my attention that many people "fall in love" fast and hard.. or so it seems that way, but in the "end" (end of relationship) what the love really was, was lust. Many people are fooled by lust, thinking that they love the other person, and someone always gets hurt because the other really does actually love them. When you lust someone, you can unlike them or "un-love" them, just as quickly as you fell for them. That lust (false love) you felt for them can easily turn into hate, just like that. I don't even know why I'm writing this, 6:20am in the morning, insomnia is a bitch.

Anyways, what I'm saying is, don't confuse lust for love cause that's not what it is, it's false love. It's not only the other person getting hurt from you falsely loving them, it's you too, you become a victim for thinking that you did and hurting your other.

But hey, shit happens. Let's just be careful with who we trust and who we lust, cause the people we lust we may not love.

Oh yeah... don't forget to wrap it up. 8======D